Am I detrimental?
Maybe it’s e music that I am listening that’s affecting how I feel now.

I thought I have a vision of what I wanna do?
Why izzit that I feel kinda upset when I see them opening out my position and recruiting once more?
Wait..am I upset?
Yes..but not becoz of this.

I don’t understand.
I always thought that guys or rather pple would love bringing their significant others to their families?
We may never end up to be each other’s eventual ones,but I thought it is really only natural that we would wanna include the one we like into each other’s life as much as possible.

Like I really like Yng,and we will never feel shy or hesitate to invite each other for any family events,right gal?

Then why izzit that I am always the one who seems to be “begging” for a visit?Pardon me,but I really don’t understand.
It’s not entirely my pleasure either.But I just wish and really think I do deserve the chance to kinda know her better.

I feel a lil exasperated really that you never seem to bother telling a lil bit about me or even thought of just inviting me back for a dinner.
I feel even more upset thinking that I always have to use my blog as the medium to my real thoughts.

Have you ever thought what if one day I dun blog details or I simply quit blogging online?Would you know how I feel?

Oh yes..Men are slow creatures with a significant high portion falling to the insensitive group.

My question is…SO?
Do we have to marry another woman so we can be understood better?

And not that I never brought this up.Trust me,I did!
So what you mean that you never like your mum interfering with your personal stuff?

2 things:
Did your mum even really care?
Do you care and bother on how I’d feel?

Am I undesirable?
Sometimes I try not to care much coz I know if you dun like it,I shall not force my ways.

But I feel it’s damn freaking unfair!
Here I am always have thoughts about buying some cakes or so for ur family so ur mum would have a better impression or be more interested in me.
Here my family is,esp my mum,having sky high praises for you and I feel so proud.
SO WHAT ABOUT ME?

Freak,man!

Totally pissed off!
Now don’t you bother about mentioning any dinners or so,coz I wont and never be interested in stuffs that I have to mention upfront,esp so many times,den get the offer!

Totally insincere and freaking lousy of you to do that then.

Just as you know I can hardly be mad for you for too long,but that ain’t the same as being upset!

Don’t bother,don’t bother don’t bother!
Don’t even bother to msg to express your views.
I don’t bother!

Fucking keyboard with a misfunction T.Has to hit on the T,den appear.
And my fucking lousy stomach,if you are gonna stay so painful..you might as well fast for tml!Geddit brain?My stomach is twisting inside and wishes to stay outta food tml.So dun tell me to eat.

Idiot pc!Idiot males!Idiot females’ hormones!
Idiot me!